V I D E OO E D I V
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P R O F I L E
varianangmingjie :D
HEY YEH. I'm varian. Currently not studying, is ONLY 18 this year. I'm crazy, whacky wild and hopes to experience more fun =)
E I G H T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 19 years old, so here are 19 interesting about ME =)
ONE my name is VARIAN ANG MING JIE
TWO first seen the world on the 8th march 1991
THREE crazy, fun and wild
FOUR isnt that fat nor that thin
FIVE could shop the world if given a chance
SIX is currently enrolled into NANYANG POLYTECHNIC
SEVEN supporting CHELSEA FOOTBALL CLUB
EIGHT loves soccer as well as other sports
NINE is a non-swimmer
TEN is single
ELEVEN loves food =)
TWELVE is always interested in business
THIRTEEN cant believe that i use to be in chinese orchestra
FOURTEEN cant wait to get older
FIFTEEN cant believe that there are two more random facts
SIXTEEN was eighteen last year =)
SEVENTEENis gonna wait for 7 yearsr
EIGHTEENcant really decide for life
NINETEENim in engineering
W I S H L I S T
upon a star
more bags and cash and nike vapour( blue, green, lime green) so far
T A G B O A R D
SHOUT OUT LOUD!!
9:09 PM - Wednesday, June 30, 2010
HAHAHA, what a joke, seriously.
1:16 AM
I didnt get to smile today, i didnt get to text you.
1:13 AM
ok, i havnt really been eating the past 4 days or so and i had been sick, BEST OF ALL, I GAINED 2KG!! LIKE WTH? how did that even happened? -.- zzzz
9:49 PM - Monday, June 28, 2010
Im gonna say i love you despite you not having any feelings for me, i dont care if ure gonna stay single or date some other guy. But, i just want you to be happy. I'll be there standing if you need me, i will be there waiting for hope.
As i was lying down, thoughts ran through my mind, what if i couldnt see or hear again, what if i cant even wake up, so, at 230am, i did that, i was afraid i couldnt do it again, so i sent you a text, i was just to afraid it would be my last. If only you know how much i love you, if only i could show you. I wont give up, at least not now. I need you, I love you.
12:37 AM - Friday, June 25, 2010
I'll train my arms hard, i wanna make them strong and big,
so that whenever you fall, they will be there to catch you.
1:36 AM - Thursday, June 24, 2010
I took this from nigel's blog again, just to remind myself and the ones that read my blog about what love is.
What is the meaning of love?
Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is.
What is love NOT?
Possessiveness is not love
Jealousy is not love
Lust is not love
Fear is not love
Keeping people all to yourself is not love
Expecting something from someone is not love
Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way.
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future - because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.
So, how does unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere. Relationships are like trying to put love into a box and keep it there, except love is infinitely sized, and the box is… well, there is no box large enough. And a normal, conventional marriage is quite possibly the worst possible way to show someone how much you love them.
Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.
In order to truly understand love, you must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else (including what I just said). You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.
soruce : http://www.themeaningoflove.net/
Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is.
What is love NOT?
Possessiveness is not love
Jealousy is not love
Lust is not love
Fear is not love
Keeping people all to yourself is not love
Expecting something from someone is not love
Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way.
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future - because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.
So, how does unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere. Relationships are like trying to put love into a box and keep it there, except love is infinitely sized, and the box is… well, there is no box large enough. And a normal, conventional marriage is quite possibly the worst possible way to show someone how much you love them.
Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.
In order to truly understand love, you must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else (including what I just said). You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.
soruce : http://www.themeaningoflove.net/
1:25 AM
I really hope i didnt shock you too much, i didnt want to let you know at first, but im afraid ure gone, im afraid u might get stolen away even before i get a chance to let you know how i feel, i know you arent ready for anything now, but i wanna be there by you, supporting you, i want to be that mighty pillar beside you, so that nothing can crush you down. Im not asking much from you, except for you to stay happy, your smile is all i wanna see right now. So, smile =)
2:09 AM - Wednesday, June 23, 2010
For You specially,
Im so happy this few days.
And yes, you have been the one that made me smile that much
i think its a record! personal best!
i can never have smiled so much without you.
I feel so happy =)
i smile when i walk, i text, i dream, i eat.
ure just stuck in my mind =)
im hoping this could work out or smth
i cant promise u i'll wait forever,
i wont noe wads gonna happen in the future and i dun wanna make an empty promise
but i can promise you, im gonna give my best for now, to try to get you and make you happy.
I wanna see that pretty smile on that pretty face.
I think this really shows that im falling for you.
You're pretty, cute, nice, kind, helpful, thoughtful, funny, graceful, elegant, oh so wonderful.
I cant even find words to describe you, ure as simple as a smile, simple yet wonderful.
I want to tell you all this, i want to.
I want to let you know how wonderful you are.
2:08 AM
6:19 AM - Tuesday, June 22, 2010
im kinda bored, so here is 3 reasons why im different from other guys!
1) I don't dota.
2) I don't go emo all about love when love is something great and makes us feel happy about.
3) I'm too crazy and nuts, and i give no shit about what the others think. =)
6:18 AM
It feels so great to see you type those stuff out =)
6:05 AM
I realise i havnt been blogging lately, haha
I have been extremely happy lately, ok, i lost quite a handful in soccer bets,
and i promise i wont bet again, ok? =) at least tts wad im gonnma promise you, and you!
keep ur promise too alright? =) i noticed i've been smiling alot lately. hahahaha
im a happy kid! haha, ok, i wanna be young la, let me use kid! hahaha
i woke up today, looking quite foolish, i realised, i had been smiling to myself, including n my dreams. What a wonderful dream, its so sweet, nice, warm, comforting, pretty, i cant even express it with words only, the reason? i dreamt of you.
i woke up today, on my com, realised wad happened, off my com immediately, lol, changed, and rushed out of my house, i cant believe, its the second time im running to the mrt station.
rushed to clarke quay and guess what, ITS SO FUNNY VIVIEN TAN WOEI WEN! ok, after this im nt gonna disturb u abt it already and dont worry im not writing out wad happen here! haha
well, junjian came awhile after, we all chatted for awhile before going up central, felt hungry, went down to subway to grab food and went back up to eat while looking at the almost perfect scenery. Its quite a great place to be =) but sadly, the swimming pools are close, awww, how sad, i swam there once only anyway, its down for maintanence, but we arent planning to use it at all, haha. after tt, we headed home, ok, was super funny because, szemin went to change to pe, just because she told her parents she gt night class, like, wth! go so far just for the lie! zzzzz, TOH SZE MIN! you better not lie anymore ah. reached home, watch soccer, portugal trashed north korea 7-0, bla bla, WHAT! 7-0? OMG, HAHA, NORTH KOREA IS SO GONNA BOMB PORTUGAL WITH MISSILES ALREADY LA! HAHAHAHA, make them so paiseh some more. zz, brother friends came to play mahjong, we took over at 12, since there was totally nth to do and had to pass time till 230am, AMAZINGLY PLAYED DONG AND NAN FENG ONLY AND ITS 230AM! wow, tts how long we took and how many times i diao zheng! hahaha, well, spain isnt as good as expected and torres playing like his hair! haha, SHIT! someone childish guy decided to comment on my facebook status and then, CHALLENGE ME SOCCER! HAHA, HE AND WHO? WHAT! HE THINK HE CAN WIN ME? HAHAHA, GO BUILD SOME MUSCLES FIRST DEN TALK LA. so funny la, fabian saw and burst into laughter, its crazy stuff man, and u guys shuld see it, it surely make your day! haha
im still awake at 615am, how wonderful right, im gg nuts soon, haha, how to sleep, how to wake up, i shuldnt sleep right, haha, im too high now but yet, tired. awww, shucks, i've blog for co since its quite dead, and decided to blog too, since its been awhile since i really blog some real stuff, so, yea, here i am! I think this is long enough, so yea, seeya! =)
4:21 AM
5:51 PM - Sunday, June 20, 2010
FOR CHENWOEIWEN!
HAHA, I WRITE ONE EXTREMELY LONG ONE FOR YOU OK!
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE WHEN IM BORED, I CAN TEXT YOU
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE WHEN URE BORED, YOU TEXT ME TOO
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS DOZE OFF AND WAKE UP LATE
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I REMEMBER HOW YOU USE TO DESCRIBE YOUR BROTHER
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU STAY IN SERANGOON TOO, NOT TOO FAR UP NORTH
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU USE TO CALL
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU DARKER
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOUR BEST FRIENDS ARE YOU KNOW WHO
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU DONT LIKE THOSE PPL TOO
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I GOT YOUR SEC 1 PHOTO IN MY COM =)
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOURE FROM CO
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU LIKE CO CAMPS
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I MADE YOU DO FUNNY STUFF DURING CO CAMP
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE OF BALA GEORGE S/O ALIBABA MUTHUSAMY
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOURE FUNNY
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE URE LAME
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE URE BORED ALWAYS
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOURE SAD I DIDNT WRITE THIS FOR YOU
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I CAN TYPE NON STOP AND THOUSANDS OF REASONS HERE
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE IM ADDICTED TO TYPING THIS NOW
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN IM STOPPING
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOURE EXCITED OVER SOCCER NOW
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE IM HAPPY
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FOR SO LONG ALREADY
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE SEC 1 TT TIME U GAVE DING LAO SHI FLOWERS DURING SPEECH DAY!
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU KNOW ME! =)
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE URE TAN!
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU USE TO HATE UR CHINESE NAME
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE I FIND YOUR CHINESE NAME COOL
I LIKE YOU BECAUSE OF WOEIWEN
IS THIS LONG ENOUGH TAN?
2:54 PM - Monday, June 14, 2010
2:28 PM
WAKA WAKA!
im starting to get addicted to waka waka
haha, for ur info, if u dunno wads that,
ITS THE WORLD CUP THEME SONG!
go SPAIN!
=)
im so lazy to blog, i dun even noe wad to blog about
everyday its abt world cup, haha
WAKA WAKA!
IF YOU FALL, GET UP!
2:07 AM - Wednesday, June 9, 2010
finally finish watching wei xiao pasta!
amazing, i took abt 2 years to complete it, how wonderful, haha
some time i wish tt my life is just like those drama,
where there are happy endings
and you appear whenever i wan you to.
Just smile and there is nothing you cant overcome.
12:32 AM - Tuesday, June 8, 2010
i always thought ure the one who would understand, who would care, but well, i was wrong, not tt u dont, i realised nt everything just revolve ard me, i need to give others attention too, im really lost now, i dunno wad to do and how to react, i dont even know how you feel. i will be there for u, i'll think of u, will u do the same?
10:33 PM - Sunday, June 6, 2010
12:28 AM - Friday, June 4, 2010
I can't gurantee i can cheer you up, but i can gurantee that i can lend you my shoulder or a hug.
3:05 AM - Thursday, June 3, 2010


I WANT THEM!! ESPECIALLY THE YELLOW ONE =)
dont it look so nice, piang, any kind soul wanna get them for me?
haha. here is the link! http://puresoshi.blogspot.com/p/shirts-and-hoodies.html
11:31 PM - Tuesday, June 1, 2010
somehow i feel like either you changed or i changed, its getting harder and harder to communicate with you this few days, there aint really much left to talk eh, u noe i sometimes want to tell u so much that i love you, tell you so hard that i miss you. dont you get it?
well, today was really crazy but fun
i cant believe im did that and
I SAW KIMTAEYEON =)
omg, like, serious? taeyeon, i thought i can only dream of this but
i ran round singapore JUST TO SEE HER!
finally caught a glimpse of her in singapore flyer at abt 2plus.
saw her sis and mum too, well, couldnt see her very clearly, and mostly wad i saw was her hair.. well done, i wanna see her again, come on, i dun need to scream or pull her, all i wan is to see her face with my own eyes. i was running just now, after the bus, den beside the bus, WOW, haha, the other soshified members were gone, couldnt catch up, like wad? ok, most of them were young, and i really mean young, they just cant think much la, pulling her, shoving a camera in her face, flash her with a dslr. like wth? be happy u guys even manage to see her face can. i spent so long to see that short moment before her mum closed the curtain, and her sis was kinda cute sitting at the back, haha. after tt, stayed near the hotel, waiting for updates on sighting of her, and well, rumours she went night safari, how correct were we? haha
but well, it was getting late to wait for her and we are all tired, so well, lets hope we see her tmr =)
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A F F I L I A T E S
link them up
Selena Gomez
SNSD Korean
Soshified
Jessica
Taeyeon
SooYoung
TheClips
CHELSEA FC
Sabai Dragon
GSL (离校学生领袖)
4B'08
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Jiajun
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CHUAJiaYu
CHUAJiaYu
KellyCHUA
KellyWEE
Kendrick
KennethKOH
LynnWEEEEEEE
Nicole
Nigel
Novy
Rachel
Qiqi
Sam
SarahBANGS
Shi Hui
Stephanie
Tiffany
Ting Fang
Ting Xin
VanessaTEO
Vivien
Weiling
Weiting
Xiuting
Yi Wei
Zheng Yi
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