now i feel so lost

so left alone again

so what if i told you everything

still, i cant get you

what can i do to make you love me

this feeling sucks

and yes it is

i feel so lost

so..

i dun even noe how to explain how im feeling

i dun wan u to be a friend,

i wan u to be different

i wan u to be there when i need u

i wanna be there when u need me

and u noe how it sucks,

seeing how much u care abt him

u noe how hurting that is.

that that person isnt me

if life is like that, wad have i done to gain this

if its karma, den i dun see why i deserve this

wad can i do to make u love me,

all i wan is u by me

i love you

o, wad have i been thinking,

of course u wont fall for me.

why would u

like i can ever get a hold of u

i must be mad to think like this

like u will ever end up with me

like i will ever see u at the end

like any of this is actually possible

but still i wanna be mad

i wan u to be the reason