u noe wad?
i feel so happy just by seeing that countdown dropped by 2 days =)

i feel really concern and worried abt u,
i hardly have time to talk to u,
and each time i wanna text u,
it gives me another worry,
im gonna be fine

but wad abt u..

i can finally see the stress ure facing,
not all but at least, i noe how much it is.
wadever u are feeling,
sad, happy,vexed, anything,
u can always come to me.
my ears will always be opened for u to speak.
my arms will always be opened for u to approach.
my shoulder will always be opened for u to cry on.
my eyes will always be opened for me to see ur smile.

i wanna see u put on that pretty smile again =)

im starting to miss u again.
text me =)

its not easy,
but nv once i wanna give up at all,
i believe that one day will come,
lets just work hard girl.
i love you.

this is gonna be my 3rd post of the day but still, i suddenly gt this feeling.

its just that i feel so encouraged out of a sudden, is it because of those words by ur mother?
or the lord speaking to me.

oh lord, will u just empower me. i need courage and perseverence, LOTS OF IT.

lord, wont u just drag me to church on sat.
remind terence to drag me there.
lord i pray that u will give me a energy to go to church.
for i can learn from ur words and worship you.

i need lots of perseverence, enough for 7 years. EMPOWER ME LORD

wad im gonna do?

im gonna study hard cause i have to get into a university

im gonna work hard cause i need the finance to provide in the future

im gonna try my best cause i cant fail

im gonna wait cause i noe ure worth waiting for


if i ever gonna forget abt this, just remind me will u?

and i noe its gonna take 2 hands to clap.

and its not gonna be me alone.

but still, dun stress urself too much.

u can still approach me.

u can still come to me for help

u can still confide in me.

7 years.

7 years

its worth waiting i guess?

but den still

who noes wad might happen

and i think im getting so addicted to that phrase

haha

who can predict the future?

=)

lets just wait and see

its been hard on you i guess.

im sorry if i have given u too much pressure, too much stress

if i ever ask to much from u let me noe.

it can nv be a one sided thing,

i need u too.

and girl, i'll be more than willing to help u cope with those stress

but den , i need to noe wad are they first.

iloveyou my girl
dun stress urself

i think there is no point meeting ur mum anymore

this aint wad i really wan right now,
i wan someone who could be there for me
i wan someone whom i can share my joy and sorrow with
but now, its like, i dun even noe how to talk to u
i dun wish to lose u.

i got so many things tt i wanna talk to u about
and i wanna hear so many things from u,
wadever had been happening in ur life,
how to fare in ur recent tests,
i wanna stand by u
and oso u to stand by me

it cant go on like this,
its as if i dun even noe u

i really hope
tt ure just too busy now

i wish things can improve
im gonna try my best

i guess, i really need alot of assurence
and im really that scared of being rejected.
just by nt receiving a reply.
some personality tests are so true.

i just need to hear those words from you
"i love you"

its THURSDAY
TMR ITS FRIDAY
THE DAY AFTER ITS SATURDAY

argh, i cant even sleep last night.
laid in bed from 5 to 6, just thinking abt it.

ohlord, just keep me calm.
im sure nth will go wrong.

its been awhile since i saw u?
im kinda missing u.
how i wish u can be my side now
im gonna hug u tight
not gonna let u go
im gonna love u
not gonna dissapoint u


its always worth waiting for something good
thus, im waiting for you.
small girl

1. When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
2. You give 75% to your relationship and expect to receive 25% in return.
3. If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
4. You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
5. You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
6. When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

SO TRUE!

ITS WEDNESDAY, ZZZZ

IT MEANS ITS 3 DAYS TO SATURDAY

IM FEELING SO STRESS NOW,

WAD IF I SCREW UP?

ohgirl, i dun wanna screw up.
ure to important for me to even miss a chance
ure to precious to be even lost for a minute
ure the cute little girl that i always wanted

i love you no matter wads the result

if its gonna be because ure still young?
im gonna wait for IT IS ALWAYS WORTH WAITING FOR SOMETHING GOOD
and ure not only good, ure the best,
at least in my eyes.

if its just for the sake of meeting, den tts better.

i cant screw up
i noe i wont screw up


just one chance,
and thats all i need

i'll be there for u no matter wad

anyway, nigel made this, so save it so that u wont get lost next time

I REALISE THIS IS MY 100TH POST
OK, ITS BEEN RARE THAT I GET A 100 POST IN MY BLOG,
ALL MY OTHER BLOGS DUN REALLY SURVIVE THAT LONG
SO SINCE ITS A 100TH, ITS SPECIAL =)



OK PPL, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON,
ITS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY, SO
IM ALLOWING YOU GUYS TO PREPARE MY PRESENTS
HAHAHA, ITS ON THE 8TH MARCH =)

WISHLIST:

YONEX ARMORTEC 700






CITRON COLOUR VAPOUR (INDOOR)






CHELSEA HOME JERSEY 08/09

i suddenly feel so great when i view this video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sf4vIKTFZek


HE GOT THE WHOLE WORLD IN HIS HANDS,
AND I FEAR NOT ABT MY FUTURE

IM SURE HE HAD IT PLANNED OUT


Hes Got the Whole World in His Hands - Psaltys Kids

Give me oil in my lamp keep it burnin' burnin' burnin'
Give me oil in my lamp I pray....Hallelujah!
Give me oil in my lamp keep it burnin' burnin' burnin'
Keep it burnin' til the break of day.

Chorus:
And I will sing Hosanna sing Hosanna sing Hosanna
to the King of Kings.
And I will sing Hosanna sing Hosanna sing Hosanna
to the King of Kings.

Give me gas for my Ford keep me truckin for the Lord
Give me gas for my Ford I pray, Hallelujah!
Give me gas for my Ford keep me truckin for the Lord
Keep me truckin 'til the break of day

it been hard, real hard. i wanna be there for you, and i hope tt u can be there for me too.

i really fear losing you,

im starting to miss those times,

like months before, wadever had been happening

i'm willing to wait,

but this aint the way.

i dun wanna lose you girl

i really love you

now i noe wad it feels without you,
i feel all so lonely and bored,
so spiritless.
i guess im missing you.
i wan to find a reason to go back sch tmr to meet you.


lets hope the application for relief teaching would be a success,
den all would be easier.

i miss you my girl
and i miss you bad

girl, happy valentine's day

u have really made my day =)

anyway girl, just wanna let u noe
i will be there for u, no matter wad

u can always come to me.
thats wad at least im there for.

im gonna wait for ur reply, even if it takes the whole night

im very scared of losing you

but still i have trust in you

how i wish i get to spend my time with you tmr,
even just by sending u to ur aunt's place,
i really wish to meet you.
its gonna be a very special day,
not for me only, but i believe you too.

wish u are free tmr,
iloveyou girl

im getting hungry!!!
ALL THANKS TO HUI XIN
WHO HAS BEEN PROMPTING ME ON FOOD ON MSN, ZZZ



anyway, its been awhile since i really blog, all i can say for the sec 1 orientation camp is,
carpark was ok, i miss the campfire, i love the night =)

that quiet night, sitting alone with you, how i wish time could stop,
i love you =)


anyway, im getting busy nowadays, this few nights, gt to do smth =), finish it up asap, hahah
so BYEBYE

=)
ILOVEYOU MYGIRL

its been awhile since i post, i shall post another day, im damm lazy now

i miss that night

love you =)

GIRL, did i tell u, i some how feel so proud of you =)
im so happy =)
hahahaha

im so proud of u for being able to be interviewed for scholarship =)

must get it my girl

i love you
my small girl

damm it, there goes my left leg, shyt
almost broke it,
my left shin is just swelling now.
zzz
no more soccer for the time being
at least tts good
for
I HAVE MORE TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU =)
hah,
my left leg hurts.
damm,
hate old injuries which occurs again and again and again
i dun even remember how i injure it before.

got to start taking care of my left knee den, haha

so many injuries on me.
zzzz

girl, i just wanna let u noe tt nth more important den u,
there may be stuff tt need to be done immediately but
still ure the most important to me =)

im so so so so bored,
gt to go back to yuying tmr for orientation,
though its troublesome,
but i totally dun mind it at all =)
for, i'll get to see u
and to think of in,
sch starts in april.
tts soon and im sure
i'll miss you


today was alright,
just tt didnt had much time to be with you
and
im realy missing you


friday is coming
but its still so far.

i just cant wait

iloveyou

and tts for u
small girl