sometimes i wonder, how lucky others were

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

I hung up
The phone last night
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to kno

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Has it ever cross
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Aanother crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

its hard to endure, but i noe its impossible,
i cant believe i lost all interest in others,
yea there are ppl out there tt can cheer me up
tt i feel comfortable with, i feel happy with just by talking to them
but den, looking at ur eyes,
i smile to myself, thinking,
wad a lovely girl u are.

dun really noe wad i am doing

there wont be a difference i guess,
be it having me or not.

woke up early today for soccer, apparently alot cant make it, so was only me kelly wei hao justin zhao yuan kelly, played like siao, den went for lunch, came back sch after lunch with nigel, justin, zhao yuan, aaron, we were just too bored. went round the sch exploring the changes, hah, was kinda fun, the the go is really nice. haha, we went into the prefect room and played, haha, gave the band all the milo, if not it could have gone to waste throwing it away. hah, went mac to meet jmo, went hawker for dinner, walked around, train up and down.

tmr sure is gonna be a boring day
i dun really wish to say anything,
and im nt gonna tear abt it too.


thats what friends are for eh.

im back from dinner, ok went jun jian place first, den went down bugis, the food quality and quantity is much better den the la mei, hah, bet yea, still nt as good as chin huat =)
walked don to suntec, walked around in a mall which is almost closed, haha, took the bus home, and, yea, shall blackshot later i guess

and chuajiayu, we are not kids ok, those cameras are really cool and fun to play with
smile, dun smile, smile, dun smile, haha, damm fun la

FOR ONCE IM EARLY!

haha, i was early today though the meeting time was at 10am, its freeking early can, but yea, i reached at about 950, and guess wad, of all days, EVERYONE IS LATE!
kelly made 5 ppl wait for him while he woke up and gt dress. went down to cineleisure to get movie tickets, den went off to wisma to get kelly's phone repaired. watched bedtime stories =) like finally. haha, was funny and yea, see told eveyone to watch it. haha, walked down to ps while jiayu shops for her stuff. she like some big shot ah, accompanied by 3 guys! big medium small (varian, nigel, kelly respectively) haha, couldnt really decide where to eat, and we saw this guy, whom i think threw his phone, he smashes it on the floor and walked off, but i guess, moments later he came back realising, ITS HIS PHONE! haha. went down kovan, and WHITE TANGERINE WAS CLOSE!, why cant we just remember its close on monday. went to kobayashi for lunch i guess, it was close to 4, ate, went popular, JIAYU WANTED TO BUY STUFF AGAIN! she bought her graphite( pencil lead). went around looking awhile at wii games, dvds and stuff, came home, ON THE COM, BLOGGED! AND I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOUSE AGAIN!
busy day ahead yea, gg down eunos to jun jian's place, he insist on sending me games, so


TADA!

BE BACK LATER

AND JIAYU, URE LIKE SOME PRINCESS TODAY AH,
3 GUYS SACRIFICED THEMSELVES AND WERE LIKE BODYGUARDS!
haha,
had fun today.

to think of it, its only 3 days away to the last day of the year, i've planned my day for the 31/12/2008

12mn - 3pm sleep
3pm - 4pm lunch
4pm - 5pm TAIWAN DRAMA!
5pm - 6pm watch tv
6pm - 7pm dinner
7pm - 9pm maple
9pm - 11pm blackshot
11pm - 1159pm chat on msn
1159pm SLEEP!

haha, sounds interesting eh,
HOW BORING!

a new year is coming
hopefully it wont be tt bad
as one door shuts new ones opens =)

shall wait and see

im sorry if u have misunderstood,
i cant forget you
because you too important to me,
i cant do it without you.
i need someone there to stand by me
whenever i need someone
ure just too good a listener
i already have someone else in mind



Last Christmas - Ashley Tisdale @ newestmp3s.com



Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I’ll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yeah, yeah

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (3x)

WISH ME LUCK!!
im so trying to move on with life
hopefully i did not make the wrong move
i just really need someone by my side
and she is really attractive and pretty
and i even think she is cute
shall get to know her more
i really wonder
why i even go and read up more about
how to talk to a girl
maybe i just wanna do my best getting to noe her
and not spoil my own reputation


rejection is really my greatest fear
even the personality test say so

its been a tired day, thoughts had been running through my mind,
i just wish for someone there for me to rely on and i can really care for.
i just need you by my side.


soccer today, went mac after tt to hang out for awhile came home after that, and literally there is nth to do now, tried playing blackshot, but kinda laggy so lazy play, plus the room is full i cant enter. im just nt the gaming type.

santa still hasnt gave me my present, guess i just have to find on my own.

IT HAD BEEN A GREAT CHRISTMAS DAY AS WELL AS CHRISTMAS EVE

christmas eve
went out for lunch with jmo and boon kiat, accompanied jmo down to tiong bahru as he had some stuff to do, went down to parkway parade after tt, saw the phone tt i wan, and it costs $888, how i wish santa can give it to me =), hah, went to niang place after tt with adam too, bought prata, indian rojak and drinks over for countdown, really had fun seeing jmo and adm face go RED!!, we crapped and crapped and as usual, my phone went flat. yea, went home after tt, slept getting ready for a perfect christmas.

christmas day
woke up in the morning, went down to sengkang to meet justin kelly hongying and joanne, was late, as usual also( i did warn them ), went down to orchard after tt, went shaw for pepper lunch, didnt eat, didnt really felt like anyway, went down orchard point as hong ying wanted to pass benson something, apparently he cant receive it, went down to vivo as KELLYWEEE WANS TO PLAY WITH WATER!, met jun jian there too, and apparently, vivo is like the in place to hang out for christmas, wei hao boon kiat jiang steph deirdre mr peh azizi all were there. yea, went over to lynn's place after tt for steamboat, this christmas sure is unique, we had prata and steamboat and stuff just not turkey and hams and pastas, had lots of fun eating and talking and watching tv. thank you ppl fr the presents, realy love it, wanted a wallet real bad =)

SANTA, I HAVE BEEN EXTRA GOOD THIS YEAR,
and i really love to have tt shoe as well as
a very nice girlfriend =)

i shall do a short post, since i havnt been blogging for years, all my days are the same, go out, stay at home, game all day, how boring, saw the match between singapore and vietnam yesterday, was great but a pity singapore nv win. went out today to seoul garden to celebrate lynn's birthday, went around tampines mall, ps den vivo( for a minute only!). came home, chatted on msn and TATA! IM BACK FOR THE TIME BEING. hahaha,

tmr gonna go out with the prefectorial board, goin bowling lunch den movie (TWILIGHT!) FINALLY

anyway
SANTA!, I WAN THE LIME GREEN VAPOUR FOR CHRISTMAS =)
I HAVE BEEN GOOD

nv manage to go chin huat today, its purely steamboat and its 20 bucks, so not worth it, end up going some steamboat store la, which is 15 bucks. seriously, I WODNER WHOSE IDEA, SHULD HAVE JUST WENT CHICKEN RICE RIGHT. hah, nv I LIVE MY LIFE WITH NO REGRET. i never regret loving you, hah, i wonder who. lol anyway, we decided to be typical singaporean, stole all the food to make our money worth. den took 56 down to bishan den took 58 home. i seriously wonder,WHO ON EARTH IS ON MY MIND? its like so filled with someone, but i seriously dunno who. yea, be back soon, real soon


IM BACK! HAHA


OK IM GONE NOW
*POOF*

WOHOO, IM GOING TO CHIN HUAT SEAFOOD LATER, not exactly very hungry though, anyway, IM LOVING MY LIFE OUT OF A SUDDEN, HEY PRETTY!, hah

anyway, since im quite free now, waiting for jiang's call, i shall blog to keep my blog alive! unlike the many of u now =)

went steamboat with jun jian, jmo, jiang, duan jin


tmr, soccer again at bedok reservoir, soccer today was great, with SO MANY GIRLS NOW PLAYING WITH US!

anyway, to the one going sydney, take care of urself =), i still care alot about you and yea, you are important to me,UR BLOG SAID SO, TO TELL THOSE PPL HOW IMPORTANT THEY ARE TO ME.

im so looking forward to sl camp,
anyway, gtg
CHIN HUAT SEAFOOD HERE I COME!

hey pretty, i still think ure pretty


sydney fellow, take care of urself

guess i've been a fool lately,
tried so hard to find the girl that i always wished for by my side
but she had all the while been there, why even try to find so hard.
=) feel kinda happy now,
its like, everything changed for the better, just because ure there

You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开

曾经为了爱情寻寻觅觅 却换来空白
终於随著冬叶走向渐黄 放弃了等待
出乎意料 你就这样闯进我的生命来
就是你 YA 让我发呆也想著爱

You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱
从此不平凡 展开

忍不住要对你的温柔
轻声的赞美
喝著白开水也会醉
原来快乐在调味
怎麼眼睛里的世界变得只剩灰与黑
Oh Baby 因为你太耀眼

You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱
从此不平凡 展开

谁说爱情都有期限
谁说爱情没有永远
只要望著你的双眼
不管未来有多远 都能看得见
原来爱情像个圆圈
起点 终点 同一条线
只要甜蜜不断蔓延
心贴著就不疲倦 永远其实近在眼前
You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单
You Are My Sunshine
My Only Sunshine
因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开
Everytime I See Your Face
甜蜜不断在蔓延
OOOH~~~
Everytime I See Your Face
甜蜜不断在蔓延
你的爱 从不平凡 展开

argh!!!! !@#$%^&*

its making me pissed,
i really need someone by my side.
i feel so, nvm, dun feel like saying

wad happen to friends and stuff.

seriously, im in no mood to go anywhere tmr.

someone, i wished that ure mine again. i feel so happy whenever im just talking to you, its like, i cant explain. with you, somehow i nv really thought about my problems, cause i need nobody, all i need is you, screwed up the last time, but hope i can get together with you again.how i wanna tell you so much, those 3 words, "i love you".

im starting to go crazy all over you again, i wonder why?
is it just a crush or something?
how dumb was i to let you go.
i dun wan someone like you
i wan you, maybe.
you just look so mesmerising when i look at u
still, as kind as ever.
always seeing you smile and laugh
how i miss the days when we were together
i can nv forget tt day,
when the sun set.
its just all too familiar as if it's yesterday
im really confused abt everything now,
would it be weird if i tell u once again,
i love you,
would u still feel it like before?
i really wonder
maybe i do love you
maybe i dont

its been really long since i last blogged, at least a decent post. anyway, its early in the morning and im not asleep, reason: basketball later at abt 9 and if im to sleep, i wont wake up.SO GUYS BE GLAD!. it was a really wonderful da yesterday, at least i made full use of it =)
went simlim in the afternoon with jiang, look around and jiang bought his cds. finally bought my laptop case and its orange, so ppl dun get jealous =) went home to bath and change for the band concert later in the evening, lets say, im sitting on a chair which its seat is worth 50 dollars =) hah, thanks to the school alumni for giving us all those tickets, its really wondeful to sit so close to the band, and yea, the band was great, certainly did enjoyed myself at the concert, though there are some part to be improved, at least they can get a concert out, so, YUYING CHINESE ORCHESTRA, YOU MUST REALLY PUT IN LOTS OF EFFORT!! yea, and choo yan ming, your singing is actually quite good eh,hah and oso VANESSA TEO SOON PING, nv say ure conducting, still say wad be audience. after the concert, rushed down to the airport, supper there at popeye, the chicken is kinda dry so didnt eat finish =) hah, varian can too NOT finish his food =) met adam, and loitered at that spot all the way till his flight, tts almost 3 hours!! hah, went over to a friend's place to wait for time to pass so that there would be a bus. came home, bathed, and HERE I AM =).
CHELSEA WON AWAY TO BOLTON 0-2
ITS A NEW HISTORY =)
11 AWAY WONS

I AM GETTING HUNGRY!


yea, would i be weird if i say i wanna get back together with you?
just by looking at you. it eases my heart.
mabe i was dumb enough to let you go.
who knows history might repeat itself,
im still thinking.


maybe its time for me to really settle down and not do any stupid stuff.

its been kinda busy recently, but hey i will get back here soon, meeting tmr in the morning and evening, shall post up my christmas wishes here soon =) see you again